September 2011
2 posts
I never got the chance to say thank you.
To my mom. My brother, Adam. My stepfather, Trevor. My uncle, Manny. My sisters, Amanda and Virgen. My cousins. My friends. Everyone that supports me. I used to be so afraid of everything. As a kid, I always kind of knew who I was and how I was going to end up. Never did I think it would be fine with most of my family members.
To those of you who think gay people just decide to become gay one...
June 2011
2 posts
:(
I hate feeling like this. I feel like I complain about the same shit over & over again. And no, nobody but my boyfriend (yes, boyfriend - ask me if I give a fuck about your opinion) knows the half of it. Every time I feel like shit, I feel the need to keep it to MYSELF only because I don’t feel the need to fuck anyone else’s mood up. I just ask myself, what’s the point? If...
January 2011
1 post
December 2010
1 post
Life.
I hate being home. It’s like, once I step in that house, I’m surrounded by bad energy. It gets me in a bad mood and when I’m in a bad mood, it’s like… fuck the world.
I’m good, though. Although…
One thing that is hurting me is seeing my friends being hurt themselves. Another is when I feel like they feel like they can’t talk to me or the fact that...
November 2010
1 post
October 2010
1 post
It would all mean nothing if I don't say...
September 2010
2 posts
August 2010
13 posts
Life? It's not to complain for.
I can’t complain about life at this moment. I can pretty much say that I’ve had the summer of my life this year and I’m positive that there are more to come. My senior year at school begins soon and unlike many unmotivated individuals, I cannot wait. I would say that I want to hurry up and get it over with but many people are telling me that life out of high school may be hard....
Yay.
I’m done with the 30-day crappity crap. I wanna do something new now. Suggestions?
I'm SICK of people assuming. Enough is enough.
End of story…
July 2010
40 posts
Day 28, 29 and 30
I don’t wanna do these three.
Day 28 - Someone that changed your life: you know who you are…
Day 29 - The person you want to tell everything to, but too afraid to: not discussing this.
Day 30 - Your reflection in the mirror: You suckkkk ;D
Day 27 - the friendliest person you knew for only...
Dear Random Stranger,
Thanks for cheering me up at my job. A lot of customers like to come in and just fuck everything up… eh, it IS my job to fix everything after all. But still, thanks for NOT messing clothing orders up & stuff. Thanks for communicating with me… and blah blah blah. Last of all, thanks for the smile you left on my face :D
A&E Stores Worker, Aaron
Day 26 - The last person you made a pinky promise...
It was probably with my little brother. Y’know, for a piece of candy or something. Or maybe for a quarter in return to him. Hahaha. Gotta love that little boy, though. Old picture by the way. Man, how time flies. :/
Day 25 - People going through the worst of times
Dear People going through the worst of times,
Shit happens. We crash and we burn. We live and we learn. Just remember, there ARE people going through it harder than you are; think about it and you’ll be alright. It might take time but life goes on. Once again, shit happens.
From Aaron
Day 24 - The person that gave you your favorite...
There are waaaaaaaaaay too many to name. To name a few events that occurred this summer (so I won’t name anybody in particular):
EYF (Explore Your Future)
Connecticut Trip
Upstate Trip
Love ya ;)
Day 23 - The last person you kissed
Yeaaaaaaaah, well, thanks. #THATISALL
Day 21 & Day 22
21 -Someone you judged by first impression
I don’t wanna do this one either. It’d be stupid.
22 -Someone you want to give a second chance to
Blah.
Day 20 - The Person that broke your heart the...
Never happened. I crush. That is all.
Day 19 - Someone that pesters your mind
Dear ___________,
Eh. Its a negative and positive thing but do me a favor: get the f*ck out of my head. Sheeeeeeeeeesh, what you do to me! SMH lmao.
Aaron
Day 18 - The Person I Wish I Could Be
Dear Person I Wish I Could Be,
I’m gonna be you one day… Aaron with muchhhh more confidence. ;)
Love,
2010’s Aaron.
Day 17 - Someone From Your Childhood
I don’t wanna do this one. -_______-
Day 16 - Someone Not in Your State
*The only decent picture I could find of you & me; I hate how I look… thank God I lost weight lmao. August 2009. Dear Amanda, Hmmm, what can I say about you? I hate the fact that you live so far away. It sucks that I have to wait a couple of months to be able to see you. I really wish you could have been raised (& still be raised) in New York but hey, I guess your mama knew what was...
Day 14 - Someone I Drifted Away From
Dear _____________,
I miss you… like, a whoooooooooooole LOT. And there’s not much I can do about it, due to the way you act. It sucks. A WHOLE LOT. Yeah. That’s it. “/
Aaron
Day 13 - Someone I Wish Could Forgive Me
I’m not really on bad terms with anyone but of course, I hope good times continue with the people in my circle; I can’t see myself without any of them. Gotta love them ;)
Day 12 - The Person I Hate Most
You know, I’ve realized that ‘hate’ is a strong word. At times I would say that I hate my brother AJ, but deep inside, I know that is definitely not the case… I love that negro with all my heart lol. Shhhh, though… not gonna get all mushy mushy. But one random person I do NOT LIKE is this chick I see at my job. I hope your ass trips and falls one of these days. Its...
Day 11 - A Deceased Person
Dear Grandpa,
I miss your “move-it, move-it” chants; they encouraged me to push myself when it was needed along with a little laugh. I miss your food; nobody cooks like you. I remember when you’d call Maximus, you’d call him Maximo (mahx-ee-mo), and when you’d call Tobie, you’d say Tobito (toh-bee-toh). Man, those dogs loved you. I miss you so much. The last...
“Both hands, tied behind my back with nothing. Oh no, these times when we climb...”
Day 10 - Someone I Don't Talk To...
…as much as I’d like to. Well, well, well. There are a lot of you guys… I don’t wanna bring anyone’s name up so I’ll skip this one. NEXT.
Day 09 - Someone I Wish I Can Meet
Aren’t we supposed to keep our wishes to ourselves? Yeah, well, I’ll do that.
Jk. Both of them sexy thangs.
Day 08 - My favorite internet friend
I have a few of them. Here’s a list:
@shelbiie, @avidNERD, @shurnobi, @LOXX, @Jenums, and @JPvanity. AND @kirstyisfaraway!
“Who cares if you disagree? I’m me, you’re you. Think what you...”
– ;)
Day 07 - My Ex
What’s the point of writing a letter to an ex? I never felt some type of way;there was no effect then and there’s no effect now… so I’m pretty much good… PASS!
Anonymous asked: I like your page Mr.pagan =) it really expresses who you are ;)
Anonymous asked: why havnt i gotten a freakin letter? huh?!!!!!!!
Fuck it.
Nobody understands me and I don’t believe anyone ever will. I’ll let shit be. Gotta keep my head up and keep it moving. Sitting here and whining about everything isn’t going to get me anywhere. Being as impatient as I am, I don’t know how I’ll cope with everything but I know I CAN pull through somehow; its my patience that fucks with my head. All I can say is...